We are all destined to die. We are all inherently born with this knowledge. Just the fact that we exist, logically means that we will be destroyed. Everything will end eventually the universe will reach a critical mass and it will all collapse back inward upon itself. Will there be a void in space and time. What happens to us when we die? Is there a heaven? Is it a state of mind or is it a physical place for our no physical selves. In Slaughterhouse 5 they say death is pink light and a hum. I had a dream once after the Modest Mouse concert .. and that’s what i remember a blindly pink light and a buzzing sound, before I read Slaughterhouse 5. Could this be true. Would we be able to transcend time and be anywhere at once. If we all know we are going to die why do i find myself having to remind myself that im not special That im not gonna find the key. The search for immortality has driven greater men to madness since the dawn of time and i pretentious enough to believe that i might be the one who’s above it all. Why am i so scared? I mean its the conclusion we’ve all been asking for the ends to the means. Shouldn’t we be excited about our demise. Are flowers terrified of their demise or do they simply bask in every fleeting moment of golden sunshine. I think the fact that we believe that we must have a purpose has caused us more torment then anything in the world. Maybe we don’t have a purpose maybe we don’t have a greater meaning, maybe the purpose is to live, the meaning is to survive. Then you would say live for now, carpe diem but it doesn’t really matter what you do its all the same its all void in the end the meaning is all the same if you’re alive you’re alive there are no wastes and there is no being productive there’s only living and there’s only death after that and that’s what scares the shit out of me.

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